~~Mel~~

~~Mel~~

Monday, August 16, 2010

Sometimes the road of love...

Leads to heartbreak...

I haven't posted in a couple of weeks...and when I have posted it feels like I haven't posted anything of any substance. The reason for that is...I have been very unhappy...life in general became very overwhelming and my relationship with the boyfriend has not been going well.

Last week we had a very dramatic argument - in turn he left the house in huff...being a weekday morning I had to leave for work and did just that...he proceeded to tell me that if I didn't leave work and let him back in the house (had forgotten his keys in said huff) he was calling the police on me...for what reason I'm not really sure...did he really think in his irrational mind that they'd go and break the door down and let him in???

Anyway - the police came to my workplace - it was VERY embarrassing and I will not be forgiving the boyfriend (or ex-boyfriend as he will now be referred to) anytime in the near future. He is currently at his mother's and trying everything in his power to win me back...but quite frankly although I didn't talk about it alot here on this blog we've had a very overly emotional relationship right from the start...he knows how to push my buttons and I his...we fight like cats and dogs...more now than ever...do I really want the boy growing up thinking 'home is a tense place'...no I don't...I want home to be a happy, fun place...well as much as it can be anyway.

No I haven't removed his picture from my header...I just haven't had time yet...but that will be happening soon...

Back to single mommyhood I go...it's scary as heck...but I think I can do it...

36 comments:

cfoxes33 said...

I'm sorry for the trouble. I hope things start to smooth out.

Caitlin said...

I'm so sorry! Good for you to stand up for yourself and your little guy though and say enough is enough! Good luck- I'll be thinking of you.

ter@waaoms said...

I'm sorry to hear that things didn't work out but good for you for doing what is right for you and your son. I hope all works out for you.

Together We Save said...

I am so sorry for you but I am glad you realized he was not for you before you got married. You are an amazing mom for wanting the boys comfort and happiness to come first. It will be tough, good luck!

Liz @ Sugarplum Creations said...

Oh darlin'. I am so sorry to hear this. Life can be scary, but you are a tough gal. You have to do what is best for you and the boy. Hugs.

Mom said...

The cops! Ugh. I'm sorry it's not going well. :-(

natalee said...

oh sweetie.. im soo sorry whats going on.......Be strong xoxoxox hugs..ps im sending you something...via email

natalee said...

let me know if you got what i sent yu.. ill send it to you again... nabartlett2@gmail.com

~*~ Melissa ~*~ said...

Oh, I'm so sorry for all that you're going through :(

I know it can be hard to let go and leave, but if it's what's good for you {and your son} it'll be worth it in the end.

You're a strong woman and a great mom. I can only imagine how hard being a single mom is, but you can do it, and I'm sure you'll do a great job :)

Jamy said...

oh man, i'm sorry your summer had to end like that, although it sounds like you're doing ok.
You will do fantastically at being a single mom. Maybe with all said tension gone, you'll feel like you have a new gain on life.

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